Currently…

March 30, 2008 · No Comments

“There are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept, things we don’t want to know but have to learn, and people we can’t live without but have to let go.” ~Anonymous

… studying for a virology exam on the 9th of April
… surrounded by a million people but feels all alone
… wanting to go to classes
… finding a way to be close
… hoping for the best because everything is possible

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The Hole Is Growing Bigger

March 23, 2008 · No Comments

“Keep on going, and the chances are that you will stumble on something, perhaps when you are least expecting it. I never heard of anyone ever stumbling on something sitting down.” ~Charles F. Kettering


Happy Easter!


It’s nice to be on a holiday even though it’s too early for mid semester break.
I’ve been watching Veronica Mars season 2 and 3..
I came across with this sentence that Veronica said ” I think we all learn a valuable lesson about faith. You give it to the people you love but the people who deserve it are the ones who come through even when you don’t love them enough. ” It’s true, isn’t it?
People you love might not be people who come through.

Guess what, I’m working on something to make the hole smaller :)

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For the love of Basketball

February 27, 2008 · No Comments

“The way a team plays as a whole determines its success. You may have the greatest bunch of individual stars in the world, but if they don’t play together, the club won’t be worth a dime.” ~Babe Ruth

That time I was 10, my mom forced me to focus on at least 1 sport. She knew I don’t like aerobic, she knew I don’t like badminton, she knew I’m OK with tennis and she knew that I like basketball.
There is one basketball club in our small town, PELANGI (=rainbow). She forced me to go but I just wouldn’t go. She even said to me, “If you don’t go for basketball training 3 times a week, I wouldn’t let you go out from the house except for school!”
That time, not going out from the house was the worse punishment ever!
So I went for basketball training but I felt I was being forced to go, so I didn’t enjoy it.
Few years later, I kept on going for the training and started getting to know some people there and become close to them. I started enjoying it.
Before I moved to big city, about a year before, I met this guy in the club and we went out. You can say he’s the one who made me even more love basketball. Because of him, I didn’t even want to miss one training session!
Now, everytime I look back, I always think. Thanks to my mom for forcing me going for training and thanks to him for making me love basketball.
I didn’t like it at first. At first I thought it was only to get myself out from mom’s punishment. Now, basketball is all I have. Most of my best friends and good friends I have are from basketball. My Flash Family and Pelangi people, they are all mean a lot to me.
Now, even though i don’t play basketball that often, I’m glad I still have them in my life. Friends who always welcome you in bad or good times.

Flying Without Wings
Everybody’s looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You’ll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover’s eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You’ll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You’ll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
Cos who’s to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it’s waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

It’s little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it’s like flying without wings
Cos you’re my special thing
I’m flying without wings

And you’re the place my life begins
And you’ll be where it ends

I’m flying without wings
And that’s the joy you bring
I’m flying without wings

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